Sad song's ballad

Do you know when the heart really hurts? 
It has happened with me, and it keeps happening all the time,
every day. 
Can I hold you really close?

See all those things, think on all those words that I can't say, 
I'm feeling that I'm living on a house that isn't a home anymore, 
I builded my home with sand and now.... 
well, look around and you'll see the rain that pour, 
dropping from these eyes. 

But you can't feel the pain. I'll protect you from it.
I'll protect you from every drop or make you dance below the rain.
Because I need your laugh when I can't smile.
I need your hug when I can't feel anything else.

Don't let me go.
Keep holding my hand and let me be around you.
I cant live whithout you anymore...
And I cant to be the one who you love. 
Not even the right person for anyone.

I'm hard and sick and I let down the people i love. I will let you down.
I'm just wrong... but I'm still fighting. 
If you can be able to be happy someday.
If I can participate on this in your life.
I'm satisfied being just your friend.
And live without your love.


And then you realize that you cant be good enough 
Then just asks for yourself... 
Can i hold him really close?
Nope.